Today my heart is jus feeling so heavy. I wanna noe wad my friend thinking of me? i really wanna noe! yesterday cell group meeting really open my eyes abt relationship with my friend out of the church like "friends" in army "friends" back in school. today when we are having our breakfast @ the canteen there are 6 sits each table, so we after that we go get our food, be4 that me & other 5 "friends" are sitting together & when i was back THEY JUS MOVE MY BAG TO ANYOTHER TABLE! without telling me? do they care of my feeling? i dun think so. -_-" i can be anyone bestfriends really anyone, i hate the feeling of left out from a group. so i try my best not to let anyone ANYONE be left out. like a friend of my J**** yes he got somethings that they dun like and they jus left him out. so i try to make friend with him without letting so call my "group of friend" noe. SO TELL ME WAD U THINK ABT ME so i can change! this my 1st feeling like that.
ok la i will be doing a very big thing in my part of this life writing a BOOK! sound funny as ppl who noe me i am not very good in my english, and this book will talk abt my life from the day i can remenber to now & secret of my will be unfold that even my closer mom oso dunno not even one on earth only God noe. i got to set myself free from this. i have the title now but i wanna keep it as a secret!
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Thursday, February 26, 2009 @4:38 PM
WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! oh man 73.5kg NOW! oh man oh man I got to RUN MY FATS AWAY! from now i got jog every morning~! from tml onwards! 5.30am wake up 5.45am run to 6.30am and wash up and booking! I GOT TO GET BACK TO SHARE AND BETTER! GOD HELP ME!
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Wednesday, February 25, 2009 @11:38 PM
HEllO! lolx yesterday i when for Chior Prac wor! MUSIC THEORY LESSON ON CHOIR PRAC!!! oh my! a real Vocal Training! I CAN'T MISS Chior Prac! but due to yesterday have half day off so i can make it! and I went to boon lay early to shop alone whahhaaha personally i like shopping alone dunno why lolx i went to the new Jurong Point to shop I get a NEW Wireless Keyboard & Mice & Lady Gaga New ablum.my mice spoil so i change the keyboard too cos a set cheaper lolx! and it look cool hahahaha! LADY GAGA! i became a fan of her when i heard her Song JUST DANCE! & Poker Face! lolx i in love with her song! so i dun wanna to download! so i buy the Singapore Edition is Jus $11.90 so why not? hahaha i jus dunno why i feel bad when i download song when the ablum is worth to buy? i try not to download all the song in the ablum cos i jus feel bad lolx. personally i dun like pirated! hahahaX & of cos my wallet can afford be4 i get any new ablum! lolx ok la wanna have rest see you next post!
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Sunday, February 22, 2009 @9:25 PM
WAHAHAHAH!! ok la this week is very happening for me ar club la, drink la, dance la, play la etc la lolx..... BUT! oh man my bank acc is going low! but it ok la once a mth or 2 it ok i think =) lolx ok lets start from 15.02.09 i noe i noe is last sat but is counted in ok the 1 thing is WE get to noe a Stranger at church and he jus touch down to singapore and he have no plcae to stay or go too so henry & i when there to talk to him lolx... this my 1st time doing this lolx... so henry offer him to stay at his place lolx this is when the thing happen! his name is dmitri i dunno how to spell his country name :P so ok when for a movie "The Pink Panther 2" it funny la! lolx and go back to my normal day booking in & booking out of camp lolx thursday we have Cell Group Meeting we have a great time! lolx
and friday is his last day in singapore so we have a farewell at airport after that me terr & liying when to drink @ a pub in pasir ria park =)
and i stay over nite @ terr place =) when home the next day to change & of cos bath and when to church lo. and after church me, terr, christine, pris when to clubing together this is our 1ST TIME Club together lo and we when REBEL lolx! and christine friend join along! lolx we have a great time together! lolx "Some of our pic" we took... :)and this pic is the pic of that day ok la gtg go le update soon!
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Saturday, February 14, 2009 @4:56 AM
Happy Valentine’s Day
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Tuesday, February 10, 2009 @12:40 AM
Long time no see wor hmmmm.... this is been a long time i feel this way! oh man wad way? wanna have a partner mean another half but who I DUNNO!! lolx i jus dunno who is the rite one? wad is the rite time? where is she? & when am i ready for it?
i tot i will not feel this way lolx after getting in NS the one inside of me feel like loving SOMEONE! lolx oh man.......... I'M SINGLE! hahahaha i jus dunno, God make me a Guy SO I WANT AND I MUST BE THE ONE who ask i dun wan her to ask me! lolx not jus a girlfriend but BEST FRIEND! :P oh man..... I wanna Blog this very long le hahahahahahahahahahahahaha! anyway i jus turst God for the rite one lolx!or maybe i getting OLDER! ? oh man 20 le woor.... ITS START AT A 2! nolonger 1 oh man..... lolx AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! aiyo.... i dun wanna to feel this way it make me really wan a Girlfriend. GOD lolx maybe this week morning prayer meeting i can pray for this wor.... hahhaa feel better when i blog it out! ok la wanna have rest le later must wake up @ 5am lo! nite nite!