Today my heart is jus feeling so heavy. I wanna noe wad my friend thinking of me? i really wanna noe! yesterday cell group meeting really open my eyes abt relationship with my friend out of the church like "friends" in army "friends" back in school. today when we are having our breakfast @ the canteen there are 6 sits each table, so we after that we go get our food, be4 that me & other 5 "friends" are sitting together & when i was back THEY JUS MOVE MY BAG TO ANYOTHER TABLE! without telling me? do they care of my feeling? i dun think so. -_-" i can be anyone bestfriends really anyone, i hate the feeling of left out from a group. so i try my best not to let anyone ANYONE be left out. like a friend of my J**** yes he got somethings that they dun like and they jus left him out. so i try to make friend with him without letting so call my "group of friend" noe. SO TELL ME WAD U THINK ABT ME so i can change! this my 1st feeling like that.
ok la i will be doing a very big thing in my part of this life writing a BOOK! sound funny as ppl who noe me i am not very good in my english, and this book will talk abt my life from the day i can remenber to now & secret of my will be unfold that even my closer mom oso dunno not even one on earth only God noe. i got to set myself free from this. i have the title now but i wanna keep it as a secret!
