I'm on bus 38 to tampines from expo. Everytime i saw my mum are working as a sale girl my heart jus feel sad, maybe i have really getting older and the men feeling to prov is getting stronger but because of my 400 paid is jus to meet my ants needs! This year i'm 20 serving NS. Sometime jus have to ask mum for money, everytime i ask my heart jus feel "i'm already so old le still wan to ask money from mum?" so now if i really need cash i onli sms to her, she without fail will reply me or will put it on my table when i'm asleep. The greater love on earth is coming from a mum which is my beloved mum jus like God love me. Sometime i like to be alone shopping, sitting in cafe, looking around me etc i will think abt my life. Wad i'm going to do the next step. At tampines mall open plaza... eating old chang kee and drinking mc cafe alone sounds emo haha. Now i'm on bus 22 to AMK doing nothing i like to travel on bus alone with my iPod with me. It jus slow down my mind and the best time to think of my life it sound like i have alot to think abt ya haha when i'm tired i jus take a nap on bus. For now dun wanna go for a holiday 1st wait till i finish my NS 1st for now this really can make me relax. Try it yourself it works for me maybe it works for you to slow your time down? Lolx i like to take bus when i'm not in the rush why? I dun need to care abt the time, dun need worry abt the jam. Was window shopping at AMK Hub hmmm nothing much to see, like the new interchange. On my way to serangoon to meet henry for dinner. Listening to corrinne may all day now love her voice, her song... The another way to relax is to listen to her song! When i'm stress i dun really like RnB, pop, rock etc i ether listen to worship song or to corrinne may. Haha the song jus make me relax. And if i noe i'm stress i will find out what make me stress i will not think abt it and i will jus put aside the things that make me stress and make myself relax like what i say before listen to slow song not sad song and after i relax i will go back and face the thing that stress me out... Jus had dinner with henry is great to see him smile again! On my way back to expo to find my mum to shop with her to get home staff.
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